though the eye of my maunga

kaumatua sacrifice their life for their young ones people getting sent out to fight for their right to live,love and be whoever they want to be and as hero's turn into villains and i hope nothing bad will happen but knowing that the bad will live in us forever as i look around me all i could see was ice melting hearts burning and all i could hear , see through the smoke was gunshots blood flowing down their bodies and live have changed forever as the devastation makes them do crazy things as people go along way for them and do crazy things for them and as sad turns into happy as my children welcomes them,the pakeha they fear my people as I stand by suddenly my children starts to drop one by one like dead flies as I feel like the sun is holding me in my prison cell I continue to watch my children die I start to shatter and crack to piece as leaves  crisp and slowly drop off me and as nature dies along with my heart wind howls the waves to smash against the sand as volcanic get more angry and as people run for help sacrificing everything just for freedom as i see them die and heard the sad truth all I could do was cry and cry as my heart turns into stone and then freezes and drops into shattered ice and breadcrumbs devils run through my head saying like this is the last time seeing my children and I burst into tears out again as my nightmare came back to life with the worst feeling in my life As I opened my eyes as I felt like i’ve been destroy damage hoping for new fresh start as population rises and pollution so did more beautiful things came to life like flowers, animals and even better culture and people real life people. Very loud concerning noise like smashing bottles as i looked up seeing love spirit wellness as i see the cold satly cold breezy waves crash against me and this earth plastic freely around getting stuck in the ocean as turtle think OH K food but here just helpless cute shelled ocean creatures as wait i feel drained and sore all over my body as I hear people waiting guidance going help me help me but you